Samantha Lewthwaite, the infamous "White Widow," bolted from a Kenyan safe house — but left behind a terrifying nine-page manifesto near a crumpled photo of her kids, the Daily Mail reported Saturday.
The 29-year-old fugitive terrorist suspect wrote about a conversation between her second husband and her two oldest kids on the topic of jihad.
"Recently my beloved husband gave a talk to my eight-year-old son and five-year-old daughter," she wrote in the manuscript detailed by the Mail.
"He asked them what do you want to be when you are older? Both had many answers but both agreed to one of wanting to be a mujahid (fighter)."
The British-born Lewthwaite said it was that chilling chat that convinced her to start writing about her life.
She is the mother of four — two with London terror bomber Jermaine Lindsay and two with terrorist Habib Saleh Ghani.
"That made it clear it was time to put pen to paper and share with others what I was blessed with," she wrote.
She also wrote about her loneliness when her second husband left to "go out for Allah's cause."
Lewthwaite was most recently linked to the Nairobi mall massacre, where 67 people were killed by team of murderous terrorists.
Interpol issued an arrest notice on Sept. 27 for the woman, who is wanted in a 2011 plot to bomb Kenyan vacation resorts.
Lewthwaite listed six chapter titles in her scribblings, including "Reasons for fighting and leaving all you love behind" and "Life as a stranger."
The wanted woman was first married to Lindsay, one of the suicide bombers who attacked the London transit system on July 7, 2005, killing 55 people.
In the manuscript, Lewthwaite spoke glowingly of the terrorist killer.
"I asked for a man that would go forth, give all he could for Allah and live a life of terrorising the disbelievers as they have us," she wrote. "That is what I wanted, and Allah has given me this and better."
- NYDN
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